[Lyric] ​numb (Citrate)

[Intro]
My life isn’t going well, i’m always filled with panic
I just wanna live my life i cannot stand it
Turned into a living hell i cannot fucking manage
I just wanna live my life i cannot stand it
I went to the hospital and i asked for something
Anything to give my mind repair from damage
Gave me meds to stop it all now i feel like nothing
I just wanna live my life i cannot stand it

[Chorus]
I just take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
I just take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
I just take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
I just take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
I just take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
I just take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
I just take it till i’m numb, thеn i take it till i’m numb
I just take it till i’m numb, then i takе it till i’m numb

[Verse]
Bitch i’m trapped in my head
My dad came in i can’t map what he said
When will it stop i’m so wrapped up in dread
When i wake up i stay wrapped up in bed
I can’t focus, mind is broken
Tried so many times i’m hopeless
I can’t focus, mind is broken
Tried so many times i’m hopeless
Feeling so dissociated
I don’t have a sense of self i really fucking hate it
All these years of constant worry don’t know how i made it
Negative emotions coming in i can’t evade it
I need some help so i hit up my friends
They never answer so i sit and pretend
Like everything’s okay fuck don’t think they’re my friends
Fuck it imma go ahead and down my pills again
[Chorus]
Then i take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
Then i take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
Then i take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
Then i take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
Then i take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
Then i take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
Then i take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb
Then i take it till i’m numb, then i take it till i’m numb