[Lyric] Odd Year (DRTYUNCL)

Odd year without you
I've been adding up all that this subtraction amounts to
Break down, I'm bout to
To reconstruct pieces of myself without you
Odd year, indeed
It seems weird that you won't share it here with me
But I'm prepared to bleed
For a quick glance of everything I'm scared to see

All alone again
Me and my questionable ability to make friends
I practice escape grins and befriend doors
I don't have the capacity for discussion anymore
With conversation whores dressed down to night gowns
Smother affectionate air if you're needin' 'em right now
But if you can wait, I suggest you grab a table
Slide your chair towards the stairs where everybody's unable
To tell you if life is a stable or if its a blueprint
Trapped or informed, just depends on how you view it
I exit in movement in pace with a two step
Left brain in tune with everything the right's doin'
Blue in the face and it seems the harder I try
The less effect I'm havin' on your personal lives
The cami's disguise the urchin lurkin' inside
I'm lookin' for a home in that genome dome over your eyes
Surprise - relocation
Tryin' to fit square blocks into circle configurations
Pacin' and waitin' to wait to pace, empty face in hand
Hidin' my eyes from the light thinkin....damn...
Break down, I'm 'bout to
To reconstruct pieces of myself without you - its an
Odd year, indeed
It seems weird that you won't share it here with me
But I'm prepared to bleed
For a quick glance of everything I'm scared to see