Man, I fucked up Why the hell'd I join the military if I suck At organization, you can say I'm creative But really its just a fear of social complacence And I can taste it...dishonorable discharge The phrase begins to make my dick hard I'd go back to makin' tracks at night And workin' a menial maintenance job during the daytime Hey I'm, here and I...Learn More

This must be how Kurt Cobain felt before his death Nervous wreck, with the sweats, in need of a Percocet I reflect on regret and come a second away From takin' the final break, wipin' skin from my face If I had the funds for a used shotgun I would Refurnish this room with brain, repaint the stained goods If I could do my whole life over I don't...Learn More

These days hope's all that I got Except my family, friends and love of hip hop Told my negativity to kick rocks When the dust settled, found a new way to think my thoughts I used to be lost 'til I found the audience that I needed And they proceeded to give me an applause And I pause, thinkin' "Damn how'd I come so far?" From Coconut Joe's, writin'...Learn More

And you were beautiful, as usual That overcast, Christmas night had me feelin' useful - again I was dragged to the bar by some of my friends And left with a new one, afterwards you induced some Symbolic thoughts that I'd avoid at all costs A couple months later, but this was just still the start Of a story that ended in winter when I descended From...Learn More

Another depressing track about my love life I used to relate to Slug when he said "love your life" Now I'm too jaded for that ideology Grown ass man with some childhood dreams That I'll never complete, so now I rarely speak Come to terms with the fact that God hates ugly And certainly me, girls look at me strange Always fidgitin' my fingers, man...Learn More

Goddamn right I'm gettin' drunk, you asshole And I thought I was supposed to be the one who's a tad slow I'm sure you can tell by my facial expressions That I've got a severe case of either the room or the head spins As well as what they call a crippling disease But that seems silly 'cus I still got my legs and my knees Its a drinking problem, not...Learn More

Odd year without you I've been adding up all that this subtraction amounts to Break down, I'm bout to To reconstruct pieces of myself without you Odd year, indeed It seems weird that you won't share it here with me But I'm prepared to bleed For a quick glance of everything I'm scared to see All alone again Me and my questionable ability to make...Learn More