[Lyric] Older (Autoheart)

I can still remember when I was seventeen
The whole world right in front of me, with velvet skin
I came here for direction, but I got lost
I came here for protection, at any cost

And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
I got nothing to show, I got nothing to show
And I know, and I know, that it's nobody's fault but mine
And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
That the things you wish for rarely ever come true

I came alive, I had a spark, when I was younger
Now that I am older, heavy on my shoulders, hands around my neck
Now there's nothing left

Sometimes like a thunderstorm, evеrything erupts
A silent rage of mеrcury, within my veins
Trembling hands of paranoia, a cloud of dust
It covers me entirely, like empty lust

And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
I was looking for somebody, looking for love
And I know, and I know, that I ended up all on my own
And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
That the things you dream of rarely ever come true
I came alive, I had a spark, when I was younger
Now that I am older, heavy on my shoulders, hands around my neck
You were the lie I should have told when I was stronger
Now that I am weaker, everything is bleaker, hands around my neck
Now there's nothing left

If there is a world, we don't exist within it
If there is a world, we don't exist within it
If there is a world, we don't exist within it
If there is a world, we don't exist within it
If there is a world, we don't exist within it
If there is a world, we don't exist within it

I came alive, I had a spark, when I was younger
Now that I am older, heavy on my shoulders, hands around my neck
You are the lie I should have told when I was stronger
Now that I am weaker, everything is bleaker, hands around my neck
Now there's nothing left