[Lyric] ​peter pan vs his shadow (SAINT JUDAS)

And if I was smart, I could find love
I've emptied myself, it wasn't enough
And if I was five, I could outrun all of my fears, things that I've done

It was a grave mistake, I've been a fool
It was a grave mistake

And if I was cool, I'd still have friends
But I can't help pushin' out of my life, all the ones I love best
And if I was good, I could wake up
Everyday in the morning and smile but I'm not and I don't

It was a grave mistake, I've been a fool
It was a grave mistake

And if I was strong, I'd let you in
But I spent so long buildin' walls 'round my heart I don't know if I can
And if I was smart, I would get help
And if I was happy, I might be a little bit better to myself