Can’t sleep
All I think about is what I can’t be
I see mistakes
They replay in my mind all night and day
Wish I didn’t have to think
Wish I could turn it off, wipe everything
Wonder what’s my everything?
Do I really have anything?
If I kept a notebook of all of my sins it’d be filled to the brim, I know
I just keep moving, I’m so sick of losing, I won’t bear the weight, I won’t
Rain falls when the pain’s strong
Feel like I’m always scrubbing, when’s the stain gone?
Hate filling out shit I put my name on
Stopped looking for something to put the blame on
Lately, don’t give a fuck, you can’t break me
Already shattered, don’t matter, just take me
I dread the morning but hate all my nights too
So sick of darkness but can’t stand the lights too
I miss the days when I could just push it all away
And put the hope into something that’ll surely fade
I feel like I’m in a game and I’m getting played
Falling back on the board with every move I make
And I don’t even know why I keep on writing to you ‘cause it tends to make me just feel worse
And I don’t even know why I try to make plans, they get shit on, man I think I’m cursed
Sometimes I get a taste of something great
But it turns out it’s elusive then I turn to hate
I think I hate everything about myself
Yep, did I already die and go to hell?
Fuck all the “holier than thou”
My word’s genuine so this is holy right now
I would rather die then try to live out a lie
I cannot survive trying to be that fucking guy
Trying to be all you wanted
It’s a hoax, I ain’t bought in
And that same world I’ve fought in is the one in which you plotted
And I will never ever turn back, I’m going all in
I’ll live by this pit you created or I’ll fall in
All I think about is what I can’t be
I see mistakes
They replay in my mind all night and day
Wish I didn’t have to think
Wish I could turn it off, wipe everything
Wonder what’s my everything?
Do I really have anything?
If I kept a notebook of all of my sins it’d be filled to the brim, I know
I just keep moving, I’m so sick of losing, I won’t bear the weight, I won’t
Rain falls when the pain’s strong
Feel like I’m always scrubbing, when’s the stain gone?
Hate filling out shit I put my name on
Stopped looking for something to put the blame on
Lately, don’t give a fuck, you can’t break me
Already shattered, don’t matter, just take me
I dread the morning but hate all my nights too
So sick of darkness but can’t stand the lights too
I miss the days when I could just push it all away
And put the hope into something that’ll surely fade
I feel like I’m in a game and I’m getting played
Falling back on the board with every move I make
And I don’t even know why I keep on writing to you ‘cause it tends to make me just feel worse
And I don’t even know why I try to make plans, they get shit on, man I think I’m cursed
Sometimes I get a taste of something great
But it turns out it’s elusive then I turn to hate
I think I hate everything about myself
Yep, did I already die and go to hell?
Fuck all the “holier than thou”
My word’s genuine so this is holy right now
I would rather die then try to live out a lie
I cannot survive trying to be that fucking guy
Trying to be all you wanted
It’s a hoax, I ain’t bought in
And that same world I’ve fought in is the one in which you plotted
And I will never ever turn back, I’m going all in
I’ll live by this pit you created or I’ll fall in
( 4JM4 )
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