Wake up, dress shirt When I slip it on looks like I don’t hurt Better hide the fucking tears when you get to work Driving in my car, praying saying cuss words God, please get me through another fucking day When I’m there all I want to do is escape But I need everybody to love me I go in cracking jokes, man that dude’s so funny Still pretty young,...Learn More

Used to think that I could be something beautiful Just like a baroque painting or something biblical Now I go to the Nelson and I feel nothing I grab the KJV and it’s in Russian I thought tragedy had meaning The past is so misleading All I see is repetition What a travesty I’m leading I never thought a man could feel this low Even my YouTube...Learn More

Can’t sleep All I think about is what I can’t be I see mistakes They replay in my mind all night and day Wish I didn’t have to think Wish I could turn it off, wipe everything Wonder what’s my everything? Do I really have anything? If I kept a notebook of all of my sins it’d be filled to the brim, I know I just keep moving, I’m so sick of losing, I...Learn More

(I don’t want to move right now) Yeah, I’m stuck Can’t listen to the news right now Now, why do everybody want to talk like they know me? Yeah, girl if you’re going to speak to me, do that shit slowly You know me Yeah, do that shit slowly Always searching for the high just to feel numb Wish Kenny G lived in my eardrum Demons call my name and I...Learn More

Yeah, I’m just riding down my boulevard (boulevard) Hands out, hands wide Like a fucking star (fucking star) High as a kite, living avatar (living avatar) I gotta be honest, don’t know who you are (don't know who you are) Cruising in my car This must be what greatness is Making shit out of nothing Genius takes some patience, kid (genius takes some...Learn More

I don’t, know what’s real, yeah Tight grip, on the wheel Not many things that I don’t feel Don’t worry about death, it’s the unknown Rappers say they don’t want to die too young I just say I don’t want to die too slow The term love has become just another word Take cold showers to feel alive Don’t want what I need and it’s absurd Tell me you’re...Learn More

(This world is nothing like I want it to be) (We make typos, shouldn't the Almighty be right though?) (Fuck my faith, I say fuck my reason) (Now I’m afraid of the emptiness) (I don't need obscure affirmation) (I'mma take it in my hands ’cause it's all I can see) Yeah Don't make sense, keep it all in, no one wins Used to say friend, hugs were thin,...Learn More

Yeah, mind’s a warzone Sometimes I can only play defense with merlot Sometimes I need weed and my shit don’t burn slow When I come down, there it is, the hurt though I cannot stand my default mode, all grown 29 years, what the fuck’s it all for? I need an earthbound thing to fall towards Spent a few hundred on clothes, I’m all for it Don’t like my...Learn More

Yeah, did I get the right shit? (Did I get the right shit?) Shouldn’t feel like this (Shouldn’t feel like this) Shouldn’t I be happy? Used to be constantly drinking and laughing Used to be always just ready to hang Excited for all that I had in my lane Now all I see is that things ain’t that same So now I just constantly question the game,...Learn More