[Verse]
Honestly I preferred depression
At least then my body wasn't in delusion
It was only my mind
But now it always feels like I got way too high
Maybe I shouldn't have done that
Every single day for an entire year of my life
I ask all these questions but avoid that
Maybe that's the reason behind the decline
This is the beginning of the motherfuckin end
Saying "Sayonara" to all of my friends
I've been steadily sinking for a long time now
Lookin up, nobody pulls me out
If I asked for help
Would that be too "attеntion horny" or what
Cause honestly I can't tell thе difference between what's self-help
And what is just fucked up
They say I need to get help
But you know what? I've had enough of it
Had enough therapists tryna help me on this
This isn't something that can just fixed
Nah, this is some life-long thing
Medication won't stop me from walking in the rain, uh
No, no, I don't need help
All that I need is friends to get me through hell
I can do this all on my own
Don't need nobody tryna kick me from my throne
Just throw me a bone
Kick me outta my home
I don't know how I'll go but I'll go and I'll show y'all
"Why are you doing this?" I got my reasons
"Sure that you got this?" I've learned to live in
A constant flowin' motion
Where I don't need stability
And I'm my own foundation
[Chorus]
I live off raw emotion
Maybe mind will hide what's on inside
I live off fear and impulsion and
I am fearing my own life
[Bridge]
I don't know what I'm doing
Nor I'll get through this
Whether or not it's alive
Overflowin emotions
I've rode the ocean
And only once did I die
[Chorus]
I live off raw emotion
Maybe mind will hide what's on inside
I live off fear and impulsion and
I am fearing my own life
Please hide
Honestly I preferred depression
At least then my body wasn't in delusion
It was only my mind
But now it always feels like I got way too high
Maybe I shouldn't have done that
Every single day for an entire year of my life
I ask all these questions but avoid that
Maybe that's the reason behind the decline
This is the beginning of the motherfuckin end
Saying "Sayonara" to all of my friends
I've been steadily sinking for a long time now
Lookin up, nobody pulls me out
If I asked for help
Would that be too "attеntion horny" or what
Cause honestly I can't tell thе difference between what's self-help
And what is just fucked up
They say I need to get help
But you know what? I've had enough of it
Had enough therapists tryna help me on this
This isn't something that can just fixed
Nah, this is some life-long thing
Medication won't stop me from walking in the rain, uh
No, no, I don't need help
All that I need is friends to get me through hell
I can do this all on my own
Don't need nobody tryna kick me from my throne
Just throw me a bone
Kick me outta my home
I don't know how I'll go but I'll go and I'll show y'all
"Why are you doing this?" I got my reasons
"Sure that you got this?" I've learned to live in
A constant flowin' motion
Where I don't need stability
And I'm my own foundation
[Chorus]
I live off raw emotion
Maybe mind will hide what's on inside
I live off fear and impulsion and
I am fearing my own life
[Bridge]
I don't know what I'm doing
Nor I'll get through this
Whether or not it's alive
Overflowin emotions
I've rode the ocean
And only once did I die
[Chorus]
I live off raw emotion
Maybe mind will hide what's on inside
I live off fear and impulsion and
I am fearing my own life
Please hide
( SomeBaki )
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