[Lyric] Reflection (Long/Last)

Can I take a second just to
Remember what I felt when I still loved you
I never meant to
But I guess it really doesn't matter
Did it ever matter to you anyway?
If I ever get the chance to
I'd take back what you took from me the day you
You pulled me into
The games you played before you scattered
The heart you shattered just to get your way

And I don't want to be the man that you pretend that I am
Confident that I can stand but I can't
Stand my own reflection when I leave your bed
Losing myself in the moment

And if I cared
If I were there
Would I have made excuses to satisfy?
And if you cared
If you were there
Would you have pulled me under and made me stay?
Can you take a second just to
Remember what you said the day I left you
That it would kill you
You always had to try to play me
Do you ever mean a single word you say?
Did you ever think that maybe
The problem wasn't that you couldn't break me
You drove me crazy
And not the way you wanted, baby
You think you're Britney but you're such a fake

And I don't want to be the man that you pretend that I am
Confident that I can stand but I can't
Stand my own reflection when I leave your bed
Losing myself

And if I cared
If I were there
Would I have made excuses to satisfy?
And if you cared
If you were there
Would you have pulled me under and made me stay away
From the things that I wanted
From the ones that I loved
I'll keep all inside
'Til I lose my mind
There's nothing left to compromise
I didn't care
I wasn't there
And I won't make excuses
I'm done this time
You didn't care
You never cared
And you can't hold me hostage
I'm leaving you behind
You can keep all the memories
You can keep all the dreams
And when you're up at night
I hope you realize
That I'm gone for good this time