[Lyric] Rooms and Walls (Jivin Scientists)

[Intro]
All over the rooms and the walls
All over the rooms and the walls
All over the rooms and the walls
All over the rooms and the walls

[Start]
Lonely
And I want them to hold me
Instead of pushin me away softly and disown me
Boldly
I put the truth on the table
I know that I'm willing
But unsure if I'm able
It's all right there
Sittin in the closet
12 gauge shot gun
The world will revolve it
Can't be stopped
No matter how hard I try
Somedays I wake up and just wanna die
I feel sick to my stomach
Since my first failure it's just been on big plummet
The ground is no wherе in sight
And I write rhymes just to make surе my mind is right
Fight it if you must, if not let it go
Sometimes it's best to just end the show
But what about your loved ones
Y'all wishing the best
I do what I do for their interest
Cuz when you got a cancer
You gotta cut it out
Kill the sickness
And remove the doubt
Selfless, it's what I'm all about
Selfish, It's what I'm all about
So keep on lookin and you just might find me
Your neighbor, a brother with a suicidal tendency
People all hurt, but it's not the same
Sometimes drastic measures can ease the pain
(Suicide, Suicide)
All over the rooms and the walls
Thank you for calling the suicide hotline, how can I help you
All over the rooms and the walls
Listen, take a deep breath, pay attention
Evacuate this mission
You gotta lot of bright days in your future
Now suck it up, don't let the hard times push ya
You gettin' close to the edge
Only thing you lack is that bullet in ya head
Now tell me, you been takin your meds?
And when did you decide that you'd be better off dead
Man I said it last week, you don't need shrink
What you need is a drink, and some help from above
Where the good Lord loves you
Medicinal drugs only take things from you
You wanna end it like this?
Suicide is a bitch
You wanna die? Fuckin empty the clip
If you was really gonna take your own life you'da done it
Instead you cry for help callin 1900

(Suicide, Suicide)
All over the rooms and the walls
All over the rooms and the walls
All over the rooms and the walls
Cry for help
I'm cryin for God
I don't understand why everythings so hard
It's like I try and only get shot down
And after so long, hurt the people around
What's the point if you never really happy
And everyone in my life is so damn mad at me
I want more, but I can't have more
The worlds so big and my heart's so sore

All over the rooms and the walls
All over the rooms and the walls
All over the rooms and the walls
All over the rooms and the walls
All over the rooms and the walls
All over the rooms and the walls
All over the rooms and the walls