[Lyric] Sabotage (E.B.)

[Intro]
You know I really wanna
I got some bad ideas in my head, I just
I just wanna go out and, and you know, really
Really, really do something
Uh

[Verse 1: EB]
Used to live in them white ‘burbs
Then we moved to da hood
‘Cuz the cream really curt
So I prayed for some goods
I didn't wanna hurt
A nigga for some food
Put it through the word
I’m looking for some loot
Shell shock shoot a nigga thoughts
Never fit on any type of city block
So now I'm stuck out here, create my own opps
Self sabotage a bitch, but ya still cocked
One nine at your life
As you roll a couple dice
And you tryna feel her right
But she just gonna bite
And you just wanna cry
But there's nothing in your eye
Imbalance in your mind
And you just wanna, uh
You ask God why
Pray for the sky
Rain in this drought
Pain in my mouth
Do you hear it now, uh?
But, can you feel it now?
Muh, shit
[Chorus: Carolina Williams & EB]
Are you feeling it now?
Feeling good, feeling great (Are you feeling it)
Feeling great, feeling good
How are you, how are you (And now)
Are you feeling it now?
Feeling good, feeling great (Are you feeling it)
Feeling great, feeling good
How are you, how are you


[Verse 2: Tlahuitle]
Fuck, the times on the line
And shit hasn’t been fine
I've been rethinking life
Ever since I was fucking damn nine
I've been tied up with bills
And these pills don't give thrills no more
I'm starting to get chills
I'm slowly getting ill
I haven't slept in days
And I wonder what my dad would say to this
But fuck that, I'm slaying through it all
It’s FUCKFACEP and I’m starting to forget
Who I am, you see
My conscious is drowning in the sea
And this constant drug substance
Is filling the absence that I feel
But I'm really just pleading for some help
Someone lend me a hand
Cause it’s starting to look like the beginning of the end
I've been alone for the longest
But fuck y'all
I lay aside my suicide letter
Wondering when this weather's gonna get better
I start to realign the lines
And start to realize that it’s all gonna be fine
By the end of the night
[Chorus: Carolina Williams & EB]
Are you feeling it now?
Feeling good, feeling great (Are you feeling it)
Feeling great, feeling good
How are you, how are you (And now)
Are you feeling it now?
Feeling good, feeling great (Are you feeling it)
Feeling great, feeling good
How are you, how are you

[Segue: EB]
I'm tired of being confused all the time
And all this self loathing
And all this doubt
On who I should love
And who I surround myself around
And having to fight spiritual battles that aren't my own
I feel like I'm on repeat for years
And I just need God to guide me through the insanity of this world today
And just need clarity and security from my own vices
‘Cuz I just feel like I'm slipping
Lord help us, please

[Outro: Carolina Williams & EB]
Are you feeling it
And now
Are you feeling it
Are you feeling it
And now
Are you feeling it
Wonder who I'm living for
It ain't you, ‘cuz you been a joke
It ain't me, ‘cuz I really slow
It ain't she, ‘cuz she got her soul
Oh, I've been tryna get myself out this hole
Are you feeling it
And now
Are you feeling it
I wonder who I'm living for
Ain't you, cuz you been a joke
It ain't me, ‘cuz you really slow
It ain't she, ‘cuz she got her soul
Oh, I've been tryna get myself out this hole
Are you feeling it
And now
Are you feeling it