[Lyric] Serotonin Where the Fantasy Fantasies (Micah Peay)

[Verse 1: Micah Peay]
It's better to have loved then lost
Then to never have lost at all
Every kiss is a cause
Every feeling the gauze
For the gash left behind by the feelings withdrawals
Is it blood or love inside the picture frame?
Would I pose in front of something I couldn't name?
I locked you in my heart
And I ain't letting you out
So you don't need to tell me what your life is about
I'm not an alcoholic
I'm just the frolic
Just looking for the gardens
To till the darkness
And hide my coffin
Underneath the tulips to the left of buddha
I cooked a dolphin
Gave it as offering
And was still was cut by hearts involvement
That's the truth of the matter
Fell off the building and donated my splatter
I always wondered how this shit would gather
I guess it came to this
Fuck I'm flattered
[Chorus: Javier Pizarro]
Oooh
I wanted to believe ya
Light my fantasy
You and me lovin' all the time
Taking trips out to Antigua
Light my fantasy
We were in love just in my mind

[Verse 2: Micah Peay]
All I touch shatters
So what about your heart
What about my heart?
I gave up my heart
Life is fictitious
Love is bedridden
Sick of your bullshit
Smell it on your linen (frightened)
When you came through the door
I left through the window
I’m tired of speaking in fucking innuendos
Snuck up behind you wit two twenty-twos
Baby don't make another move

[Bridge: Micah Peay]
I missed every opportunity
My regrets confuse me
And your afterimage said
Why didn't you keep that picture that you took of me?
I missed every opportunity
And your kisses are the ghosts that ruined me
So come
So come and lose me
[Chorus: Javier Pizarro & Micah Peay]
Oooh
I wanted to believe ya
Light my fantasy
You and me lovin' all the time (you and me lovin' all the time)
Taking trips out to Antigua
Light my fantasy
We were in love just in my mind (we were in love just in my)
Oooh
I wanted to believe ya
Light my fantasy
You and me lovin' all the time (you and me lovin')
Taking trips out to Antigua
Light my fantasy
We were in love just in my mind

[Verse 3: Micah Peay]
Spilled Gin on my Christmas card
Pills on my birthday card
But I'm not flawed
Let the violin speak to the strings of the stars
Baby this is God's feast
We just scrap over hearts huh
Sleeping with the shadows
Intimate infatuation
Caught between regular and lacing
Say that it's adoration
Idolization
I don't wanna fake it but it's all faking
Say that you love me admit it's fine
Ah
Say that you miss me or you need more time
Ah
Are you my liaison
Break it down for me one more time
[Chorus: Javier Pizarro]
Oooh
I wanted to believe ya
Light my fantasy
You and me lovin' all the time (you and me lovin' all the time)
Making trips out to Antigua
Light my fantasy
We were in love just in my mind

[Outro: Micah Peay]
Uh
I mean
I don't I don't really know what you want me to say
I did it
I admit it
You want me to talk to you like you my fucking shrink or something?
I don't even have a fucking shrink
Gotdamn bitch
Uh
I mean
The gist of it is
It's just like a two way street
You came down from the sky fluttering
And landed right in my hand
Where the triangles
Where the lines intersect
It was
It was just so tempting
The beauty kinda' encapsulated me, you know?
So I fucking crushed you
And it was amazing