[Lyric] Setbacks (Bxred)

[Intro]
Yeah, hey
Let's try something new man
Woah woah, yeah

[Verse]
I don't mind setbacks, but it seem like they endless
I don't even own this place, just living here as a tenant
Can't even be left alone with my thoughts i'm co-dependent
Every time i'm transcending, it's a loan in the present
I gotta pay it back, there's debt and fees and tax
Don't want 'em seeing me back, so i reason and cap
Show 'em i lead with the map, in front, with deeds in my lap
In the end i'm lying to mysеlf, i'm a bee in some wax
Yeah, uh, unable to fly
Always impatiеnt, but i just gotta give it time
I'm alive, and i should be grateful for my mind
Gotta find a way to be complete, like putting a dot on my i
Praised for my output, but i don't feel i'm doing enough
Tell me whatever good, but i don't move from this clutch
Doc and therapist keep saying: "you're just doing too much"
"If you continue like this, you'll be a fool with a crutch"
Yeah, uh, and i can't even see it 
Being in stressful situations is natural for me to be in
Now it's regular circumstances starting to break even
It's weird that i can now relax in every season
Always been worried sick but now it's completely disappeared
Exactly what happened was what i most feared
Wasn't healthy to let it go along with my tears
No-one like me at all, i'm just alone with no peers
You ain't in control of yo' movement, you in a kanoo with no paddle
Follow the stream, with no end on a cold saddle
Build my style on my own, so, i don't know battle
Kept to myself cus you don't notice snakes that don't rattle (uh)
Just another arc in my book
Issa novel, you don't know many scars that it took
Like cars i just book, don't show me you false when you look
Different layers, you don't expect that talk, so you shook (uh)