[Lyric] Should I? Not a Love Story (B.I.G (Born In Grace))

[intro]
(This is a story of something that happened, so long ago but sometimes I look back and it still hurts, the way I acted)

[Chorus]
Should I feel ashamed if I do?
Should I feel ashamed if I don't?
Should I feel ashamed if I don't know?
If I don't know

Should I feel ashamed if I do?
Should I feel ashamed if I don't?
Should I feel ashamed if I don't know?
If I don't know

[Rap]
She's been [?] my phone
She's got a man at home
Ashamed if I do
Ashamed if I don't
Don't know why I feel so damn guilty
She's the one that's doing this to me
Draggin' me through the dirt
Why am I tryna make this work?
All I feel is her down
Look what I done learnt now
Never would I do you how you did me
Never would I do someone so dirty
[Chorus]
Should I feel ashamed if I do?
Should I feel ashamed if I don't?
Should I feel ashamed if I don't know?
If I don't know

Should I feel ashamed if I do?
Should I feel ashamed if I don't?
Should I feel ashamed if I don't know?
If I don't know

[Rap]
Losing my trust ovеr lust
There's no point to us, I'm giving it up
Like why should I stay?
I gavе you my love and you gave it away
And that's not to say that
I wasn't one of the guilty parties
All of this innocence taken from me
How could I know I was a side piece?
To living in secret excites me
I don't know what's worse
That I kind of liked it all that months later
He texted me asking to fight, like some drunk hater
Now that there's none of this side beef
I'm kind of ashamed of a past me
Like I almost called you my wifey
I was a side piece
But now I got my own girl
She's holding me down, should give her a crown
The old me was put in a pound
I'm putting him down
The new me is making me proud
I guess I just learn from mistakes
I'm working as hard as it takes
We stumbled and fall
We've been through it all
But when I look back there's some thoughts I recall
Like
Funny how could I see it was just me
I was lonely living in make-believe
But never would I do you how you did me
Never would I do someone so dirty

[Chorus]
Should I feel ashamed if I do?
Should I feel ashamed if I don't?
Should I feel ashamed if I don't know?
If I don't know

Should I feel ashamed if I do?
Should I feel ashamed if I don't?
Should I feel ashamed if I don't know?
If I don't know