[Lyric] So what i lied (Negative 25)

[Chorus]
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right

[Verse 1]
Self-awareness
Is self-obsession, I
Don't wanna share this
But I'm not sleeping right
I think I'm falling
But I can't trust it yet
I'm 23, but I still feel like a kid in my head, I guess

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't want my parents sad
Should I expect the same from me?
When you look at me like that
I feel afraid of what you see
I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
And I think I'm just overthinking too much
[Chorus]
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to lovе you right

[Verse 2]
You said you could wait until I got myself in check
But I still see the shadows of thе nights I won't get back
When I go home I just an empty house and
I think I feel too loudy
Don't wanna talk about it

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't want my parents sad
Should I expect the same from me?
When you look at me like that
I feel afraid of what you see
I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
And I think I'm just overthinking too much

[Chorus]
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right-
[Bridge]
I think too much about it every night, I
Think it's less about me that I like, I
Know I'm not complete, I'll be alright, I
Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright

(I think I feel so loudly) I
Think (I don't know how to love you right)
Too much about it every night

(don't wanna talk about it) I
Think (I don't know how to love you right)
It's less about me that I like

(I think I feel so loudly) I
Know (I don't know how to love you right)
I'm not complete, I'll be alright

(don't wanna talk about it) I
Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright

[Chorus]
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
[Outro]
I don't know how to love you right