[Lyric] Soul Searching (Xeno)

[Intro]
Yeah mhh, yeah mhh yeah
Yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Mhhmm, yeah

[Chorus]
Know I've been gone for a second, i dropped a ball hate to admit it myself
Feel like I'm losing a vision, i was just lost i couldn't see what i felt
So used to destressing, stuck in my thoughts i keep the pain to myself
I got a lot on my plate don't need no distractions, i had to-

[Verse 1]
Look at the way i was living, just surfing the couches and i weren't really sleeping so well
Too many hoes I avoided cause i was embarrassed that i wasn't doing so well
As I was sleeping in closets and back in the car when i didn't have a place to myself
Nothing could look for me dead, i just be soul searching in the school by myself
And you in this shit for yourself, they barely believe in they-self

Cause niggas just tryna get rich, i need generational wealth
And I was so sick of the school, that shit really cripple my health
Felt like I was sick of the cell, it's like I was stuck in a cell
I got me a trap and degree, it's sixty degrees on the cell
The trap fore seem like it bailed, and I got like 3 of these cells
I pray all my niggas is free, cause we wasn't made for no cells
They came from my great enough class, just come take a look at my belts
Oh bro i see you smoking that more than ever you know that I fear for your health
I needed a coupe in the second last year but these niggas holdin
Myself
I know how to run but i don't ever hide from the faith it's the gods that i delt
Cause all of the suffering, the money the problems its not gonna do itself

[Pre-Chorus]
(Noo yeah, it's not gonna do itself)
It's not gonna do itself, it's not gonna do itself
(No No yeah, it's not gonna do itself)
It's not gonna, yeah yeah yeah

[Chorus]
Know I've been gone for a second, i dropped a ball hate to admit it myself
Feel like I'm losing a vision, i was just lost i couldn't-
I was so used to destressing, stuck in my thoughts i keep the pain to myself
I got a lot on my plate don't need no distractions, i had to-