[Lyric] Suppression (Nautical Mile)

I take a look back at my life and I’m wondering how I’m still alive
The puzzle is never ending and this piece won't fit without it breaking
It’s eating away inside my brain, day after day I’m wasting away
I’m falling apart, it's such a shame, please release me from this pain

Cause I’m on my way, I’ve been down and out for a while
I’ve got myself to blame, I’ve been drowning in my own denial

Blinded by the daily grind, negative emotions control my mind
I've been trying hard to drown it out, the days are getting longer, my time’s
Running out
As my body’s feeling lifelеss, I make way through the smoke and thе darkness
Question I ask everyday, will my conscience set me free?
I can’t seem to view my way through, it’s getting harder and harder to breathe
But I know I won't concede

Cause I’m on my way, I’ve been down and out for a while
I’ve got myself to blame, I’ve been drowning in my own denial
These things they take from me, I never wanted to be defeated, and that’s the
Way it goes, and it’s the way you left me
Hear me out, I don’t wanna lose control, take the knife from out my back, and
Hide it where nobody knows
A lifetime of mistakes there’s no one else to blame
But a chance to show those who ever doubted me