[Lyric] たかやん Takayan - 推しなんて大嫌いだ。I hate idols. English Translation (Genius English Translations)

I’ve been watching you since long ago, before the number of audiences rose
Somehow, I started to embrace jealousy
Midnight, it filled and cured my empty heart. The “love” that can never be delivered
You’re human with perfection. Seems close to each other, indeed we are far apart from the beginning
Fight against all of your fans
Though it’s meaningless, I am crazy with my delusion
What happened to me?

Without pеrmission, became a big fan of you and get sick. (lol)
Bеcame hysterical, though you’ll never notice
Just want to gain attention. Ambiguous tweets: “I quit being your fans.”
In fact, gaining your recognition is more than enough
I can’t head back! I can’t help!

I love you! And I’ll hate you forever!
Please notice me ASAP!
All news feeds I wrote, harmful alien
Wanna connect with you! Wanna sleep with you!
I love you! And I’ll hate you forever!
But I still adore you!
I’ve changed since yesterday, half of me has become your hater
Dear myself, who’s addicted so bad to the swamp
Couldn’t you love me for once? Just why?
I’m just hurting myself, by throwing unreasonable swearing
Not a determined person, gave up on every plan that I’ve decided
I’m still keeping your merchandise. All of them, for ornamental and daily use
Scrape off your name from my penlight. I really can’t do it
Wanna swing. Wanna dance. Wanna listen. Wanna scream your name out loud. I’m living in my dream forever

I don’t need to be connected with you. Nah that’s a lie. I want your love
Since all humans are dull except you

I love you! And I’ll hate you forever!
Please notice me ASAP!
All news feeds I wrote, harmful alien
Wanna connect with you! Wanna sleep with you!
I love you! And I’ll hate you forever!
But I still adore you!
I’ve changed since yesterday, half of me has become your hater