[Intro]
Man, they said let it go
It was fake love, but it ain't
After everything happened
I'm still so down to wait
Cause my life gray
Without the impact you make
Keepin' it happy
Won't show symptoms of heartbreak
Gave you my heart
You gave me heartache
But I'm still so down to wait
[2nd Beat]
[Dialogue]
You know, I had a pretty rough
Second part of 2018 to be honest
There were many things
And thoughts suffocating me
I went trough emotional
And family breakdowns
Which I've never expected
To hit me as hard as it did
For the first time in my life actually
I couldn't control my emotions at all
And as a result of that
I started to ruin relationships of mine
I became antisocial and depressed
And closed off
Because I didn't trust anyone
To support or help me
Then you came for my rescue
[Verse 1]
Yeah, start of the semester
Finally free from my father
But his words and actions
Are going to follow me forever
Getting more bitter and bitter
I don't see it getting better
I wanna be alone
And dig into my pain more
I'm hitting new milestones
But I'm going back
When did I become that?
Where the love is at?
Should I grip the gat?
Then we met although
We already knew each other not bad
But I feel like your role in my life
Has got bigger than a shoulder pat
[Dialogue 2]
You were so kind and open with me
Not speaking shit behind the back of anybody
Just wanting to help
I can't tell you how relieved and glad I am
That I've found someone
Who understands me, you know
With you, I finally had hope
That I got a chance of defeating my demons, and…
And I don't know somehow break free...
[Verse 2]
From the pain of being all alone
Everywhere I go
Countless nights of fighting with my mind
Tryna figure out my soul
And my motives, like what should I focus on
Cause I took a gamble
And jumped into nothing
Hoping she would break my fall
But I'm still falling to this day
Because "Cards" was a fail
But it's not her to blame
This is something I have to
Come to grips with
Find a way to beat it
And separate myself
From the version of me then
I don't even bother swimming
I'd rather drown in the questions
My mind keeps on giving
That's where I feel the safest
I loved her and it was no secret
But when I confessed my feelings
And opened up, she chose to stab me
In the heart and left me bleeding!
And I know there are many people
Who experience the same shit
But nobody tells you
How you would be able to go through it
They say that time does the trick
But four months up, still haven't lucked up
I ain't healed a bit
Still, I feel like I've tried everything
I tried filling the gap she left
With other girls, which I still regret
They were looking for something deeper
But I had other plans
I tried to warn them 'bout myself
But either they didn't believe
That I could ever hurt them
Or simply crying wolf every time
Made them sceptical 'bout the threat?
Huh, don't matter all of us got clapped up
I couldn't see the end but
Hold up, guess what
You girl stole my whole heart!
Yeah, you stole the whole stuff
Your laugh and mesmerizing voice
Became my lullabies for every night
Your smile and eyes
Helped me trough all the goodbyes
Your gentle touch and jokes
Were the ropes of hope
That one day we'll be something more
We'll be something more
[Dialogue 3]
It's crazy, how life can fold out
In many situations
You find out that the solution
To your problems is something
You've never really thought about
Those people help you out
From though places
Who you never thought would ever
And I can't be more grateful and thankful
That you took the time to fix me up
I'm finally at ease with myself
And it's all thanks to you
I got back my ambition
My happiness and positivity
I'm finally happy being me
But I've realized one thing
That one thing being
Is that my happiness comes from you
I've found myself in you
And I love that version of myself
I can only hope if you feel
The same way as I do
And if you do
I'd love to continue to put that
Magnificent smile on your face
Over and over and over again
Love you
Man, they said let it go
It was fake love, but it ain't
After everything happened
I'm still so down to wait
Cause my life gray
Without the impact you make
Keepin' it happy
Won't show symptoms of heartbreak
Gave you my heart
You gave me heartache
But I'm still so down to wait
[2nd Beat]
[Dialogue]
You know, I had a pretty rough
Second part of 2018 to be honest
There were many things
And thoughts suffocating me
I went trough emotional
And family breakdowns
Which I've never expected
To hit me as hard as it did
For the first time in my life actually
I couldn't control my emotions at all
And as a result of that
I started to ruin relationships of mine
I became antisocial and depressed
And closed off
Because I didn't trust anyone
To support or help me
Then you came for my rescue
[Verse 1]
Yeah, start of the semester
Finally free from my father
But his words and actions
Are going to follow me forever
Getting more bitter and bitter
I don't see it getting better
I wanna be alone
And dig into my pain more
I'm hitting new milestones
But I'm going back
When did I become that?
Where the love is at?
Should I grip the gat?
Then we met although
We already knew each other not bad
But I feel like your role in my life
Has got bigger than a shoulder pat
[Dialogue 2]
You were so kind and open with me
Not speaking shit behind the back of anybody
Just wanting to help
I can't tell you how relieved and glad I am
That I've found someone
Who understands me, you know
With you, I finally had hope
That I got a chance of defeating my demons, and…
And I don't know somehow break free...
[Verse 2]
From the pain of being all alone
Everywhere I go
Countless nights of fighting with my mind
Tryna figure out my soul
And my motives, like what should I focus on
Cause I took a gamble
And jumped into nothing
Hoping she would break my fall
But I'm still falling to this day
Because "Cards" was a fail
But it's not her to blame
This is something I have to
Come to grips with
Find a way to beat it
And separate myself
From the version of me then
I don't even bother swimming
I'd rather drown in the questions
My mind keeps on giving
That's where I feel the safest
I loved her and it was no secret
But when I confessed my feelings
And opened up, she chose to stab me
In the heart and left me bleeding!
And I know there are many people
Who experience the same shit
But nobody tells you
How you would be able to go through it
They say that time does the trick
But four months up, still haven't lucked up
I ain't healed a bit
Still, I feel like I've tried everything
I tried filling the gap she left
With other girls, which I still regret
They were looking for something deeper
But I had other plans
I tried to warn them 'bout myself
But either they didn't believe
That I could ever hurt them
Or simply crying wolf every time
Made them sceptical 'bout the threat?
Huh, don't matter all of us got clapped up
I couldn't see the end but
Hold up, guess what
You girl stole my whole heart!
Yeah, you stole the whole stuff
Your laugh and mesmerizing voice
Became my lullabies for every night
Your smile and eyes
Helped me trough all the goodbyes
Your gentle touch and jokes
Were the ropes of hope
That one day we'll be something more
We'll be something more
[Dialogue 3]
It's crazy, how life can fold out
In many situations
You find out that the solution
To your problems is something
You've never really thought about
Those people help you out
From though places
Who you never thought would ever
And I can't be more grateful and thankful
That you took the time to fix me up
I'm finally at ease with myself
And it's all thanks to you
I got back my ambition
My happiness and positivity
I'm finally happy being me
But I've realized one thing
That one thing being
Is that my happiness comes from you
I've found myself in you
And I love that version of myself
I can only hope if you feel
The same way as I do
And if you do
I'd love to continue to put that
Magnificent smile on your face
Over and over and over again
Love you
( ItsErikson )
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