[Lyric] The Apologist (Ross Jennings)

I feel overwhelmed
I get nothing done
My head's spinning around
Then it hits like a match in a gas tank

I'm in over my head
I can't get out of bed
I'm sitting under a cloud
Weighs me down, it hurts like a trainwreck

You've gotta get off the phone
You've got swallow your meds
You've gotta tend to the flowers

You suck out the air of every room that you're in and I'm pulling my hair out
Repeating the endless cycle

This shit cuts like a knife and I'm willing to die and I'm dimming the lights out
Don't bother to check my photos

You better feed the machine
You better download your dreams
I think it's time to check in for your flight now
Don't turn this around
You're watching me drown
Are you dead on the inside?
How much longer can I take this?

Falling under fears
All without bliss
I'm ripping the walls down
You will learn that I'm not bluffing

I shout and scream
I'm making a scene
Maybe this'll get your attention

Keep pulling the pin
Before you get to begin
So take down your defenses
We're searching the ground like a plane crash

Are you taking the plate?
Are you making the change?
Are you getting the message mister?

All the things you never did, you never said
The blame, it lies entirely with you
And when you come around to it
It's too late to say sorry for the hurt you laid on me
[Solo]

All the things you never did, you never said
The blame, it lies entirely with you
And when you come around to it
It's too late to say sorry for the hurt you laid on me

All the things you never did, you never said
The blame, it lies entirely with you
And when you come around to it
It's too late to say sorry for the hurt you laid on me