[Lyric] The Lonely Song (Checho)

I’m so down
I just lost my main girl
Need to find my self
So lost in the pain
My body gets the chills, if you could only understand
A whole upstairs to myself, I’m crying alone again
Took your picture off my phone, always my wallpaper
Ain’t no use of crying now, I know I'mma bawl later
’Membering better days, you were my one and only
Miss that in so many ways, feels like I’m dying slowly
I’m trying so hard, but still my eyes melt
I’m crying so hard, my tears taste like sweat
I’ll tell you, it ain’t easy to be without a fear
That I will turn into a monster and not shed a tear
But I got new girls now, and you can’t handle that
Some things were lost and found, now we can’t get ‘em back
I can’t handle this, wanna kiss away your lips
Wanna rip away my ears, can’t bare the sound
I can’t bare the sound, can’t bare the sound
Just take it away, just take it away
This ringing in my ear, it ain’t the telephone
Or a specific sound, I’m just a lonely boy
It’s just too hard to find, when you don’t wanna try
And I don’t wanna sigh, I don’t want any crying
Trying to try again, sequence always changing
Never anticipate, so sick of waiting
This pain is in my chest, I wish I was an etch-n-sketch
Shake it to erase and draw something to replace it
I’m drawing circles now and none of them are perfect
My mind is drawing blanks, I’m just a good pretender
I’m in love with the music, and the love for the girls there must be
But I don’t want the girls that want me, and the girls I want don’t trust me
Why can't things work, just like I want them to
But misery is what I see, my eyes are only glistening
There is no need for reasoning, I don’t know what the reason is
The loneliness is easing in, please, tell me, are you listening?