[Lyric] These Bleak Enshrined Emotions (Elysium (Artist))

These Bleak Enshrined Emotions
These bleak feelings enshrined within
The clouds of the past
Emotions as dead
As the decaying autumn leaves
Now that I have lost you
To the sands of time
Only pain is left
When a loved one dies
What is the point of going on
When all I've lived for in life is gone
Depression remains
Manic depressive
Painful existence
Meaningless life
Devoid of feeling
What is left?
I'm dead inside
Let death take me
Forging on in spite of myself
Living on through self torment
In losing you I've destroyed myself
I'm of the grave
Through all the pain I've suffered since you died
Blaming myself for all that transpired
My life null of positive emotion
In depression I've no will to go on