I’m tired of staying awake, I tried to sleep it off yesterday
Can’t find a cure for the headache that I give myself everyday
Take a good look at me, is it everything you thought it would be?
Picture-perfect isn't worth it when I can’t fucking sleep, and you’re certain I deserve it ‘cus I’m always so mean when you say that I’m overreacting
Just to me, it’s not fair when you bring up the past. Yeah, I’m completely aware that shit was a disaster. We can talk about if you you wanna, but I don’t
I’ll never say thе things to make you feel like I’m the onе that you can depend on
It was taking every second that I had for myself, yeah I lost so much sleep cus of the pain in my mouth
And you kept talking about how you’re miserable, and how I’m not the way that I was in school
You were wasted every minute that you had to yourself, little progress was made but it’s getting better now
And when I think about how we lived that way, it still leaves numb with a bad toothache
It never goes away
You’re gonna have to wait and see if I can be who you expect me to be
See, I get nervous on the surface and it starts at the knees, but I’m working at the courage that I desperately need to retain just a normal reaction. I can be somewhere safe and still feel so attacked, and you’re so sick of the place that we keep landing back in. We can talk about it if you wanna but I don’t
I’ll never say that things to make you feel like I’m someone that you can depend on
It was taking every second that I had for myself, yeah I lost so much sleep cus of the pain in my mouth
And you kept talking about how you’re miserable, and how I’m not the way that I was in school
You were wasted every minute that you had to yourself, little progress was made but it’s getting better now
And when I think about how we lived that way, it still leaves numb with a bad toothache
When the conversation wore me thin, I’d pick apart your words and then convince you that it’s what you said; then I’d just say “I’m innocent”
I was taking more than I could give and the thought of it still makes me sick, how it controlled every part of me. No, this isn’t who I wanted to be
Can’t find a cure for the headache that I give myself everyday
Take a good look at me, is it everything you thought it would be?
Picture-perfect isn't worth it when I can’t fucking sleep, and you’re certain I deserve it ‘cus I’m always so mean when you say that I’m overreacting
Just to me, it’s not fair when you bring up the past. Yeah, I’m completely aware that shit was a disaster. We can talk about if you you wanna, but I don’t
I’ll never say thе things to make you feel like I’m the onе that you can depend on
It was taking every second that I had for myself, yeah I lost so much sleep cus of the pain in my mouth
And you kept talking about how you’re miserable, and how I’m not the way that I was in school
You were wasted every minute that you had to yourself, little progress was made but it’s getting better now
And when I think about how we lived that way, it still leaves numb with a bad toothache
It never goes away
You’re gonna have to wait and see if I can be who you expect me to be
See, I get nervous on the surface and it starts at the knees, but I’m working at the courage that I desperately need to retain just a normal reaction. I can be somewhere safe and still feel so attacked, and you’re so sick of the place that we keep landing back in. We can talk about it if you wanna but I don’t
I’ll never say that things to make you feel like I’m someone that you can depend on
It was taking every second that I had for myself, yeah I lost so much sleep cus of the pain in my mouth
And you kept talking about how you’re miserable, and how I’m not the way that I was in school
You were wasted every minute that you had to yourself, little progress was made but it’s getting better now
And when I think about how we lived that way, it still leaves numb with a bad toothache
When the conversation wore me thin, I’d pick apart your words and then convince you that it’s what you said; then I’d just say “I’m innocent”
I was taking more than I could give and the thought of it still makes me sick, how it controlled every part of me. No, this isn’t who I wanted to be
( Pollen Eyes )
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