[Lyric] Vapor Rub (Sybil Cyndis)

When i'm with you it feels like i’m suffocating
I can’t breathe in the worst way, sometimes best, maybe
You take my breath by force with your hands around my throat
Your a virus I can’t purge out my system
Clogging my nostrils
I can’t breathe i’m struggling, I need to be free
But you grab me by the neck and say don’t you dare ever leave
That you still need my love and affection to survive
When your other man isn’t giving you enough of his time
Being with you is suffocating, taking advantage of my love
Draining me whenever i’m happy
But there was a boy who almost saved the day
He treated me like a king
Took care of me, everything about him was medicinal
He helped me, he helped me see what it was truly like to be an equal
I love him, he was like vapor rub,with him i could breathe
He cleaned out my system temporarily
His name was Alexei and i destroyed what i had with him
I was afraid of my developing symptoms for him
With him i could genuinely just be me
I didn’t have to hide anything
Like anger, resentment, and jealousy
His love healed all my wounds
His kiss set me free
He was vapor rub, throwing him out the second I realized I wanted longevity
Unfortunately i made the decision to continue living in a certain someone's shadow