[Lyric] Who I Am For Now (Corduroy Brown)

Pacing the floor that falls around me
My feet they fall and stumble
My foundation falling down
And I spent
Every little moment
Confusing all my nothings
With who I am for now

Don't know what to say now
I've been on the way out
Don't know what to say now

It's not easy
I don't feel the things that I felt anymore
But I won't dare just to hang my head
You know I can't
My hands aren't tied anymore

And I saw
Just what I came to be called
How lonely oh it must me
To never have belonged
It's not easy
I don't feel the things that I felt anymore
But I won't dare just to hang my head
You know I can't
My hands aren't tied
And It's not easy
I don't feel the things that I felt anymore
But I won't dare just to hang my head
You know I can't
My hands aren't tied

Don't know what to say now
I've been on the way out
Don't know what to say now

Don't you say that you were there for me
When every single word and every single thing
Every house you broke until the sanctity
Fills the space of what could never ever be

When I said everything that I meant
I let go of all the nothings
That I had learned to hold
And one day
I'm sure to be a husband
To a wife that truly loves me
In a house we'll call a home