[Lyric] Why Are You Scared? (Darkes & Charlies)

When I am at the glass with poison in my reach
I never think about the way I feel internally
With the things that I keep deep down inside
I consume enough to throw it up dead or alive
I'll have another sip and see a friend I miss
And I feel like I am the one who ends relationships
I know I've had enough and into bed I climb
I've learned my lesson once again the same as last time

Bitter bites and party lights
Things get dark when we're at night
I can't seem to hold my outbursts
So hear my thoughts they're all unrehearsed

I always think I've found a cure for being shy
And it works but I've got faces like a gemini
And it's all good fun and everything is fine
But it all just goes away when I am clear of mind
I don't think I can hold up like this
When all my pleasure is a wisp
Every time that I close my eyes I wish I could go back in time
Lay on the floor with enough regret so maybe when I wake up I will not forget about the time when I raise my glass to a never-ending party where I'd never last, never last
Bitter bites and party lights
Things get dark when we're at night
I can't seem to hold my outbursts
So hear my thoughts they're all unrehearsed

It's getting sad in here
Why are you scared?