You, you are the scum of the earth, you've been fucking me up since birth, you make me question what I'm really worth, all the pain you have caused, hold that, pause, back to where you were in trouble with the law, back to where you supported us with just one job, then you went back to lighting that blob, you think I didn't know, and that just goes to show, you just love to throw, everything in the basket, and it's gonna put you in that casket, way soona than I want, they took me and I was gone, you were a con, a felon, tryna find your way in life, Magellan, I was suffering, while you were puffing, and I kept stuffing, positive thoughts into my mind, I felt confined, I had too much on my mind, but I had to find,
A way to be happy, even when life's a little crappie, I needed to get away, so they took me away, and put me in a place, where I could get some space, and no one could read my face, cause I always have a smile on.
I was in a hot town, where niggas sweat boils down, you son of a bitch thought you could punk me?, you thought you could control me?, bend down is what you said, if I said something to your parents I was dead, so I let you spread, my cheeks, this happened for weeks, before I said somethin, I was scared to say, but today was the day, I would come out and tell your moms, my hands got sweaty palms, I opened my mouth, but it seems like nothing came out, so I hope you burn in hell, and be corrupted by the cell, and I hope one of those animals will kill, you, for what you put me through, I hope them four walls really get to you, and I hope they do to you, like you did to me, then you will see, just how painful it can be, bless your soul, but nothing will ever be able to sow, this hole, in my heart, it's just all a part, of life I guess, and this is how I express, my distress, and I just had to address, you, and I think this will make due.
I didn't wana come back, because of the mothering skills you lack, and just the fact, that you would make me bleed, I don't know about you but that's against my creed, I did it because I was little, bones still brittle, you said you would stop, I took refuge at camp opp, where I could get away, even I'f it was just for a few days, that placed saved my life, without it I'd probably be gone by night, and I hate the sight, of you noddin out, I had to think, and figure out, how to go about, a healthier route, and how to live out, these hard times, and sometimes, I just think about all the crimes, you committed, and why you feel you're permitted, to treat me this way, and all this stress weighs down on me, but you can't see, because your Lost in a haze, and I was hoping it was just a phase, but it's been happening for days, and I've tried so many ways, to help you, put ill just have to pull through, and just wait until you come to, oh that'll be the day, when you will finally admit, that you fuckin blew it, and I pray that you do it, so you can go back to your old lifestyle, where you would smile, even If it was just for awhile, and I love you cause your a mother to me, and I hope we, can get back to where we, used to be, only to a certain degree, because you'll never be the same to me.
A way to be happy, even when life's a little crappie, I needed to get away, so they took me away, and put me in a place, where I could get some space, and no one could read my face, cause I always have a smile on.
I was in a hot town, where niggas sweat boils down, you son of a bitch thought you could punk me?, you thought you could control me?, bend down is what you said, if I said something to your parents I was dead, so I let you spread, my cheeks, this happened for weeks, before I said somethin, I was scared to say, but today was the day, I would come out and tell your moms, my hands got sweaty palms, I opened my mouth, but it seems like nothing came out, so I hope you burn in hell, and be corrupted by the cell, and I hope one of those animals will kill, you, for what you put me through, I hope them four walls really get to you, and I hope they do to you, like you did to me, then you will see, just how painful it can be, bless your soul, but nothing will ever be able to sow, this hole, in my heart, it's just all a part, of life I guess, and this is how I express, my distress, and I just had to address, you, and I think this will make due.
I didn't wana come back, because of the mothering skills you lack, and just the fact, that you would make me bleed, I don't know about you but that's against my creed, I did it because I was little, bones still brittle, you said you would stop, I took refuge at camp opp, where I could get away, even I'f it was just for a few days, that placed saved my life, without it I'd probably be gone by night, and I hate the sight, of you noddin out, I had to think, and figure out, how to go about, a healthier route, and how to live out, these hard times, and sometimes, I just think about all the crimes, you committed, and why you feel you're permitted, to treat me this way, and all this stress weighs down on me, but you can't see, because your Lost in a haze, and I was hoping it was just a phase, but it's been happening for days, and I've tried so many ways, to help you, put ill just have to pull through, and just wait until you come to, oh that'll be the day, when you will finally admit, that you fuckin blew it, and I pray that you do it, so you can go back to your old lifestyle, where you would smile, even If it was just for awhile, and I love you cause your a mother to me, and I hope we, can get back to where we, used to be, only to a certain degree, because you'll never be the same to me.
( Starsky )
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