[Lyric] Berkeley (Citysick)

I remember when your friend died
And how you laughed the whole way home
It was a subtle facade that you had built
You only cry when you're alone

I remember how your voice dropped
After you told me where you'd seen him last
You felt guilty for saying nothing
I felt at fault for being on the same path

And I don't ever wanna be the nightmare that leaves you screaming
Oh what a reason to stay alive

I keep thinking bout the people I lovе
And all the times that I fucked up
I'm in a cold swеat
I hate myself for thinking I deserve it
And all the friends I left behind
I'm sorry for every time I lied
I said I'm okay
I'm really trying to be okay
Save your concern
I don't think I deserve it now
I stay inside
You're not alright
The demons are dragging you down
Can't get away from the sound, you're broken
Stop looking for a fix

I just keep thinking bout the people I love
And all the times that I fucked up
I'm in a cold sweat
I hate myself for thinking I deserve it
And all the friends I left behind
I'm sorry for every time I lied
I said I'm okay
I'm really trying to be okay

I keep thinking bout the people I love
And all the times that I fucked up
I'm in a cold sweat
I hate myself for thinking I deserve it
And all the friends I left behind
I'm sorry for every time I lied
I said I'm okay
I'm really trying to be okay