[Lyric] ​caspar (Cloudlou (CA))

[Chorus: cloudlou]
Two years back I was just where I wanted
Two years gone, now I'm back where I started
Two year more and you might just get pardoned
Too much weight on my chest where my heart is

I feel like a ghost like Caspar
Kinda lonely baby, lately I got sadder
She like fancy red, like Saturn
I just wanna live happily ever after

[Verse: 1crusafix]
Wish it would wash away
Wish it would go away
Strapped to my head again
I cannot numb the pain
Sorry I'm toxic
I cannot stop it
I'm gonna vomit
I'm way too nauseous
Maybe I'm stupid
I am so useless
I have a blimp
Maybe I'm gonna use it
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know that you never gon' call me back

[Chorus: cloudlou]
Two years back I was just where I wanted
Two years gone, now I'm back where I started
Two year more and you might just get pardoned
Too much weight on my chest where my heart is

I feel like a ghost like Caspar
Kinda lonely baby, lately I got sadder
She like fancy red, like Saturn
I just wanna live happily ever after