[Lyric] ​crystals (ghoulshorizon)

[Chorus]
It was never the same
Fuck you for trying to make me change
You're fucking insane
Who thought a name could bring back so much pain
I'm on my knees
Don't make me say pretty please
It was never the same
It was never the same

[Verse]
Hey darling
Its been three months and I'm trying to change
Everything I do just ends up me breaking down and crying
Last night I wrote a note
But I burned it so no one would find out
I'm falling back into the old ways
Thinking about the old days
The old days
They found you with needles in your arm
Left marks deeper then beforе
How could you do this to me?
It was us forever
It's not your timе
It's not your time
It's not your time
YOU WERE SO FUCKING SELFISH
I felt so helpless
I tried to make amends
BUT ALL GOOD THINGS ARE MEANT TO END
It's not your time
It's not your time
It's not your time
I told everyone I was gonna change
But day after day nothing's changed
I'm still the same
I'm still the same
Save me from myself
[Chorus]
It was never the same
Fuck you for trying to make me change
You're fucking insane
Who thought a name could bring back so much pain
I'm on my knees
Don't make me say pretty please
I'm so depressed but I think I'm healing

[Outro]
I'm holding on to nothing
So please just give me something
Something to have
Something to hold
To fill the void in my soul
It's getting cold
It was never the same