[Lyric] ​depersonalization (Citrate)

Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my mind always ache?
Why do i cry till i break?
Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my mind always ache?
Why do i cry till i break?
Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my mind always ache?
Why do i cry till i break?
Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my mind always ache?
Why do i cry till i break?
Why does my life feel so fake?

Man, i feel so trapped emotionless, surroundings feel so fake
I don't even know if i’m asleep or i'm awake
To be fucking honest when asleep i feel alive
When awake i stop and wonder how am i alive
Yeah, how am i alive
Existential questions always fucking with my mind
I just want my family to feel like they are mine
I'm not suicidal but i’m scared to be alive
Scared to be alive, scared to be alive
All my senses nulled it feels like i just died
Scared to be alive, scared to be alive
This is getting old and i might not survive
Hope there's hope for me
I cannot do this
Hope there's hope for me
Help me get through this
Hope there's hope for me
I cannot do this
Hope there's hope for me
Help me get through this

Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my mind always ache?
Why do i cry till i break?
Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my mind always ache?
Why do i cry till i break?
Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my mind always ache?
Why do i cry till i break?
Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my life feel so fake?
Why does my mind always ache?
Why do i cry till i break?
Why does my life feel so fake?