[Lyric] False Reality (Vilano)

If I tell you that I love you
Is it false reality
To tell ourselves it's what we want
Not just some fever dream?

I can't buy my time back
It's all been spent on you
But I'll swallow my pride with
Nothing but some dignity to lose

Can't gaslight someone who's holding your matches
Or carve through a person who buried your hatchets
Played like a pawn in your game
But who ever gave you the reins?

Is this what you wanted?
A man that's shackled & guarded?
Words unspoken
Promises broken
Back where we started
It's my fault for believing all the words that you told me
So go & push me to the edge, just let me down slowly
Try to figure out what to believe
What I can do and it's killing me
I tried to coop and I can't hope but you got me on my knees
Refusing, can you see right through me?

Is this what you wanted?
A man that's shackled & guarded?
Words unspoken
Promises broken
Back where we started
It's my fault for believing all the words that you told me
So go & push me to the edge, just let me down slowly