[Lyric] Fields (Soap. (Rap))

[Intro]
Uh, yeah, wait, soap

[Verse 1]
Life been a gamble
I been abandoned
I got don’t nothing to lose in this battle
Threw out the paddle
Letting the water go take me away know I handle it
I’m gonna can this bitch
I don’t need no one but damage it
Been showing the way never know what to say
Less it’s all on a song I can’t stand the shit
Break off the bandage quick
Letting the blood out i brandished it
Living the weight on my chest since a kid
I would never been have been understanded shit
Never gon feel that way
Shrug off the pain know it’s here to stay
Fuck with the rain cause it cover my body and make me remember what’s real today
[Bridge]
Deep in the river I’m broke note
Left it behind in the boat both
You and I know that it’s all over
Really been written the code close
I never been one to boast nope
I’ve feel like shit im a ghost ghost
Someone had told me slow it down
Never would listen to those dose

[Verse 2]
Hitting my tongue and I disappear
Living in hell Really been a year
Killing myself and I’m in the mirror
I Scream it deceiving cause no one hear
It’s Coming to be everything that I wrote
Coming to fear all my own hope
I don’t wanna be such a let down
I’m tryna repair I invoked it
Run up the rode and get me some bills
I don’t want money I want it heal
Get me a crib I get mom new deal
Fucking my head up the world like a pill
Come and colliding with mind and a meal
Nothing that I couldn’t climb like a hill
Nothing inside I divided my feels and left it behind in the fire the fields