[Lyric] First Contact (Joedotwhy)

I'm not happy but I don't dwell
I double bag it the pack does smell
I raise back up all the times I fell
Working and hoping that I do well
I glue it together I make it gel
All of these beats are mine and I tell these guys don't ask for a free one still, and yet I've got begs in my DM's still
If it's friendship then it ain't business
I beg you stay out of my business
I'm a music man I got a stupid plan I'm just doing it so I can kill this
Yo give me one sec while I bill this, bell my line and you'll hear this message
(the person you are calling is unable to take your call)
Yo
Still only rap for a laugh
Ain't got the cash for my art
I sit in my room while I'm making my tunes I know most of them never get out
Just what I feel in my heart I cannot express with the tools that I've got
So I try my best, and best believe that I make it work
Love, never had none til I got some now I can never go back
Mug, took me for one now I got tough skin like a shitty kebab
Bruv, what have you done? what have you sung? Nothing so shut up your trap
I'm looking up son hooking up a couple mates with the finest of tracks
Stay here well I'd rather not
As a kid man they thought that I was rather odd
Steer clear lowkey I just bun a lot
In winter days I don't really see the sun a lot
But when the snow melts and the clocks go back
I go biking round the roads and it's not so bad
I want a film camera, that's a box kodak
Or a polaroid instant, in this instance I'm persistent
Always tryna make the music go different
Always making beats like I'm on a space mission
Seeing pretty hazy but I'm staring at my vision
I'm not tryna blow I just want you to listen