[Lyric] Its Not Me (Sandra Meland)

(It's not me, It’s not me...)

See I don't like when you look at me
I feel your eyes and I punch the mirror
Yeah, I'm a sick bitch (ah)

I try to hide, try to lose myself
But it’s in my brain and I find myself again
Oh why even bother

I feel it creeping over me
I hate myself but I don't wanna
I ask for help, I ask myself
For what it's worth, I'm medicated
I'm sick of this, I wanna wanna live
Still I can't kill what's in me
It's not me

(It’s not me, It’s not me...)

Did I eat too much, did I drink enough
Do they talk about me behind my back
Oh I sure fucking hope so (ahahahah)
I'm tired, wanna lay in bed
I’ve tried but it gets worse instеad
(ahahahah, what the fuck)

I feel it creeping over me
I hatе myself but I don't wanna
I ask for help, I ask myself
For what it's worth, I'm medicated
I’m sick of this, I wanna wanna live
Still I can't kill what's in me
It's not me

Feel it creeping over me
Almost nothing left in here

A battle versus me and I
I wanna die (why)
It's not me, I wanna wanna live
Still I can't kill what's in me
It's not me