[Lyric] Scared (Sandra Meland)

You cussed me out when I thought I'd pass out
I was scared
I cried for help 'cause I needed someone
To be there

You pushed me down whenever I got up
I learned my place
I didn't wanna stay, you wanted me away
You said it to my face

Videotaped and humiliated
I was scared
I told my friends it was complicated
To be there

Sometimes I wish you knew
How you've done me wrong
But I won't tell the truth
I don't want you to know

I mourned my peace and I prepared my toil
I set my goals
I tried to hold it in and my blood would boil
I had no control
Though the shame still comes by
'till the day that I die
I won't punish you like you punished me, baby
You will live in ignorance
I will come to your defense

But sometimes I wish you knew
How you've done me wrong
And I won't tell the truth
I don't want you to know

It's not that I don't have the nerve
It's just not something that you deserve

Sometimes I wish you knew (the truth)
What's become of me
It traces back to you (to you)
But you should be happy
Happy