[Lyric] ​monster (Kindmile)

[Intro]
I remember the last we spoke
With a lump in my throat so big I might choke
I said, "Hey, can we get back together?"
You said, "Maybe later," but you really meant never

[Chorus]
There’s a monster inside my room
But I’m not afraid of it and neither are you
I was so afraid that I’d lose you
That I accidentally made that true
You don’t really care if I fucking die
You never said that but it was implied
I never thought that I would be the toxic type
But then I took my life just to cross your mind

[Verse 1]
You brokе my heart when I tried brеak yours
I was naive for thinking you would save me
You tried suicide, I thought I’d settle the score
But the least of your fears was losing me
You're a narcissist
A-A-And Imma self hating pessimist
We both think that you're the shit
But we also both think that I’m just shit
[Chorus]
There’s a monster inside my room
But I’m not afraid of it and neither are you
I was so afraid that I’d lose you
That I accidentally made that true
You don’t really care if I fucking die
You never said that but it was implied
I never thought that I would be the toxic type
But then I took my life just to cross your mind

[Verse 2]
What will take for you to speak to me?
Should I gain enough fame so I’m all that you see?
I know your not that type of girl so it’s no guarantee
You're the type to hold a grudge and hate me silently
I’ve fallen for you
So far, I’m below you
You're on a pedestal that my sub conscious made for you

[Chorus]
There’s a monster inside my room
But I’m not afraid of it and neither are you
I was so afraid that I’d lose you
That I accidentally made that true
You don’t really care if I fucking die
You never said that but it was implied
I never thought that I would be the toxic type
But then I took my life just to cross your-