This music from my album really gave me a thought of representation where living my own life happily with my own rules. It's like being free from what I worried before. I really had this feeling after cutting ties with my ex-girlfriend. I felt quite the need to find the Paradise, I was desperate seeking for it, hoping it could fill a void at some point, I felt the need to look for it because I lacked Attention on our relation, had no time, felt like it she was uninterestеd.
About the music, you've noticed a happily tonе to it which I actually had an explanation on why I did that. I personally love music where it had quite dark background or backstory to it. It really made it mysterious on why would someone post such things like music, like it makes no sense making music without meaning is very dull for me.
When I first composed the album, I had each music have it's own lyrics for me, some of them are really complete but I really chose not to because I wasn't even good at singing and was new at making them. Paradise goes along the line of "And then all I need is my Paradise, No one cares if I pass out". That line goes very hard, harder than when I read it today. I never knew how much of a "sad boy" I was and making lines like this, you can really tell this was made by a beginner. Nowadays, projects like this I really want to still do, maybe tone down the "sad boy" vibe and focus on the mysterious mix of my music. Happy music with a darker meaning to it. I'll do better next time, I promise that.
About the music, you've noticed a happily tonе to it which I actually had an explanation on why I did that. I personally love music where it had quite dark background or backstory to it. It really made it mysterious on why would someone post such things like music, like it makes no sense making music without meaning is very dull for me.
When I first composed the album, I had each music have it's own lyrics for me, some of them are really complete but I really chose not to because I wasn't even good at singing and was new at making them. Paradise goes along the line of "And then all I need is my Paradise, No one cares if I pass out". That line goes very hard, harder than when I read it today. I never knew how much of a "sad boy" I was and making lines like this, you can really tell this was made by a beginner. Nowadays, projects like this I really want to still do, maybe tone down the "sad boy" vibe and focus on the mysterious mix of my music. Happy music with a darker meaning to it. I'll do better next time, I promise that.
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