[Lyric] Substance (In Paradise)

[Verse 1]
Recharging my soul with it
I'll lie to myself that it helps
The high that I get ain't gonna last
But at least I took a break from hell

I don't know what to fight for
It’s turning me hella blind
The walls are always caving in
And till then I’ll say goodbye
I'll say goodbye

[Pre-Chorus]
It's been hell so sick of it
And I can't bear with this
It's been hell but I love it
Please find my saving grace

[Chorus]
You eat me alive
Tell me who the hell would leave me out alone, again
Just feels like the first time
You’re watching me burn down to my knees
While I waste away
[Verse 2]
I'm trembling 4th dеgree
I need to catch my breath
To face myself unfulfillеd
The sun will burn me to the grave

[Pre-Chorus]
It's been hell so sick of it
And I can't bear with this
It's been hell but I love it
Please find my saving grace

[Chorus]
You eat me alive
Tell me who the hell would leave me out alone, again
Just feels like the first time
You’re watching me burn down to my knees
While I waste away

And I’ll keep fighting on my own
I know I can’t control
I can't control
And I’ll choose this altered conscious state
For me to feel okay, just once again

[Bridge]
Death by age or reckoning, who the hell is gonna pull the string cause I’m drowning myself x2
[Breakdown]
Death by age or reckoning
Who the hell is gonna pull the string x2

[Chorus]
You eat me alive
Tell me who the hell would leave me out alone, again
Just feels like the first time
You’re watching me burn down to my knees
While I waste away

And I’ll keep fighting on my own
I know I can’t control
I can't control
And I’ll choose this altered conscious state
For me to feel okay, just once again