[Lyric] The Fear (Kid Chocolat)

January 1: that's when I felt it for the first time: the fear
The feeling of unreality had grown
And the wind had taken on a different meaning
To the point that I was always very wary
On windy days in the bad season
At night, I didn’t sleep
So I could listen to the howling and the moaning
My soul cried and trembled with it
I felt the wind carried a message, which was mine to guess
But what was it? (I don't know)
I still don’t know (I never know)
I don’t know (I still)

The wind was stronger than ever, darker too
I was listening to it, vibrating with it
Waiting for God knows what, when suddenly fear
An intense, terrible fear came over me
It wasn’t the usual dread, this feeling of unreality but real fear
The sort of fear one feels when in grave danger, during calamities And the wind howled endlessly
Echoed by the moaning of the forest
I was so terrified, I thought I was ill
I thought I was ill (I thought I was ill)
I was so afraid (I was so sick)
I thought I was gonna die